9 Months to go...

Nothing's been done!!!

Supposed to arrange for a bridal fitting during mid of March but sadly the bridal studio is already fully booked til early April. All thanks to that irritating fucking slow Nigel Goh!!!! Told him to apply leave for March fitting since early Jan but nothing was done til the last week of Feb! I cant make an appointment if Nigel cant confirm a date on his side. This is so damn frustrating!!! Now i'll have to wait til April. By then, most of this season's new design would have already been taken by others. People might wanna call me "kiasu" but which bride doesnt wanna look her best on her most important day??? Haiz...

I have got weight issues.... simply cant get my fats to go away. Been training very hard with my trainer for coming 2 mths. I see him 3 times a week! And everytime, it's a torture! An hour of heavy weights, cardio and endless exercises... Well some frens said that i look more toned up but seriously i weigh heavier than before i started this exercising regime.

God u said, ask & it shall be given... I asked u many times but nothing is given!!!

I did my best to TRY to follow a clean diet and work out as often as i can... but no result leh.... How ar??? Cant go on like this.... I must look for other alternative while continuing this!!!

HELP....!!!